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John says there’s some info on the way concerning the DB-Interface, although he doesn’t know what the info is, and we won’t find out until Monday.
I’m wondering if there’s a declaration of accessibility in store.
Maybe, they actually are working on it.
That’s what I’d like to believe.
I’d like a promotion, but I’d prefer a return to some sort of normalcy infinitely more.
I really hope this isn’t just someone blowing more smoke.
This would be worse than all the other times because now someone, though not John, is stating that something’s on the way, and this problem will soon be taken care of.
I’m trying not to be pesimistic, but past experience makes that difficult.
My faith in my employer and the client is almost non-existent.

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I managed to fall asleep at work today, which apparently is a no-no.
UM saw me nodding off, and John came to my desk and said I probably shouldn’t nod off, and said that if I need to stay awake, I can get up and walk around.
There’ll probably be a meeting about it tomorrow or something.
John asked me if Cary had talked to anyone at the client’s center about the problems on his end, and I said yes.
I wonder if that means some information is headed this way, or if John was asking for his own curiosity, or if he was asking because UM said Cary hasn’t said anything.
I’ll ask tomorrow.

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Today wasn’t as unproductive as it could have been.
I spent most of it trying to get the software that allows call monitoring (specifically, listening to calls) to work with Jaws.
No go.
I’m going to play around tomorrow in the system to see if there’s a way around it.
I also tried using the mass-messaging client, and it is absolutely the most inaccessible piece of software I’ve ever seen, no exaggerations.
This insistence on the part of big corporations to have their very own of everything is ludicrous.
I’m hoping we can raise the productivity level soon.
Most of the software seems to work, and I’d think there would be a way to get around monitoring calls.
I’m also not convinced there’s no way to map the drives the calls are stored on, thanks to outside advice from someone who knows what he’s talking about.
I’m determined to either find an already existing way, or to create a way, that will allow me to be productive.
I refuse to believe that there’s no way a totally blind person can successfully hold another position in this company other than customer service representative.
It defeats any ambition one might have of being upwardly mobile.
I’m not going to suffer a glass ceiling because a bunch of other people who don’t even care in the first place can’t figure out how to think outside the box they’ve fashioned for themselves.
Here’s hoping tomorrow is better.

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It’s almost 13:00 hours, which means I’m almost through the work day, getting to the halfway point.
Still no progress.
I had John submit a service request to see if the hard drives containing the calls could be mapped, and we’ll see where that goes.
I’ve mainly been reading other blogs this morning, but haven’t found anything else I’d consider posting about.
When you find yourself mining other people’s blogs for content, whether or not it’s on a subconscious level, your life has reached a very low point.
At this point, my dream is to find a good lawyer, sue for whatever I can get, and get out.
Yes, I know, I’m suffering from dilusions at this point.
At least I’m getting paid to be dillusional.

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I’ve spent the weekend importing posts from LiveJournal, twenty at a time.
I’m thankful I had the backup, but I hope I never have to import like this again.
It’s very tedious work, and I’m not done yet.
I’m not taking it to work though.
I could, but I can’t stand the tedium of the endlesss corporate babble on top of that.
And as far as work is concerned, now UM says we’re in the process of solutioning.
Jesus, that guy must really take me for stupid.
I’d love to put him in his place, but I need this job too much.

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I spent this afternoon sitting with M’s boss, letting him listen to Jaws.
He wanted to prioritize the issues, asking which one is the most important, and should be fixed first.
By the time I left, they were all simpathetic, saying how sorry they are about all this, and how they have forty-five people who know how to use Jaws, and they’re going to get it fixed.
Yesterday it wasn’t that many, and those people had “remedial” knowledge of Jaws.
I was waiting for one of them to start patting me on the head and give me some candy.
I feel so unclean.
There’s no need for either extreme, whether apathetic or simpathetic, just get it fixed.
We’ll see what happens.
I’m not believing anything they say until I see it.

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UM came back here to let me know he heard that the suits came back here yesterday to talk to me.
I gave him the run-down, and he said he didn’t care if M’s boss is keen on the idea of using Jaws or not.
He says we should just make him do it anyway.
That’s heartening.
That means the incompetence most likely doesn’t originate with him.
We’ll see where it goes from here.

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UM’s boss and M’s boss came to my desk shortly before I clocked out this evening, and said that M’s boss wants to sit and observe what Jaws does when interacting with the db_interface.
I told them that the best way for them to figure that out was to use Jaws themselves, but they shot that one down.
I also told them that Cary would be more than willing to give them information about what’s going on with it, and they said they want to talk to me first, and then maybe we can see about talking to Cary.
I love being treated like some sort of lesser being.
Maybe I should consider it progress, since neither of them stooped down to talk to me.
But then, their tone betrayed it all.
I’m waiting for DSB to get back in touch with me before I drop the L-bomb.
The end result of the latest batch of smoke is that I get to spend tomorrow afternoon letting M’s boss sit there and find out that he can’t see what Jaws is doing, and we’ll be right back at square one.
And here’s the best gem of all.
Apparently their programmers have a remedial knowledge of Jaws and how to use it.
Right.
There is no remedial level.
Either you know how to use it or you don’t, and if you don’t, you can’t make your software accessible.
You have to at least know how it works.
And for M’s boss to sit there and say that their programmers have a remedial knowledge of how to use Jaws tells me they don’t have any knowledge.
I’m hoping I can just evolve to the point where I can live off bullshit, because I’m fed enough of it that, if I could live on it, my grocery bill would be non-existent.
Time to run the maze, yet again.

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It’s almost 17:00, which means the work day’s almost over.
I didn’t get to torment the suits today.
I actually managed to catch a nap today.
God, this is ridiculous.
This isn’t the kind of stuff I’m supposed to be able to do at work.
I have to find more creative ways to spend my time.
I emailed DSB today, but haven’t gotten a response yet.
I wonder if I can civilly sue for pain and suffering.
Bordom definitely falls into that category for me, (and there’s definitely a hint of depression), because I can’t stand being prevented from doing my job.
It’s not that I’m some sort of workaholic, I just have a work ethic, and if I’m going to be in this hell-hole, I might as well be working.
Instead, I’ve gotten caught up in some sort of political bullshit.
I promised myself I wasn’t going to blog about this today, but unless an earthquake happens, it’s literally all that’s going on.
Being able to listen to some music helps a little, but there’s only so much that can do.
I can’t read blogs all day long because (a) they only update so often, and (b), what am I going to do, steal their content?
Something’s got to give.
Bobby says he’ll push the issue.
I don’t think this has anything to do with UM, or what he can do on the local level.
I think he’s being held back by his superiors, and the political scene he’s bound himself to, and maybe he just doesn’t give a damn.
I’m feeling very tired.
I usually end the day feeling like that, and I shouldn’t because I haven’t worked.
It makes for a lousy evening, not to mention it screws my own sleep schedule up, and I’ve just been feeling all around crappy because of this.
But then, when it comes to pressing charges, I will probably get caught up in yet another bureaucratic web.
Maybe I should contact Pat Robertson for some answers.
After all, that crazy seems to believe he has a line to God.
He’d probably tell me to give more to the church or something.
God, I really hate being unproductive.
Every last bit of this sucks.
I’d like to take all the suits who created this mess, or who contribute to it in any way, out and shoot them all.
It’d probably be more entertaining.
Probably the circle-jerkers who sit around creating travisties like the db_interface too.
This really isn’t bringing out my better side.

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Today is Tzom Asar Tevet (the Fast of the 10th of Tevet), a public fast which commemorates the date on which Nebuchadnezzar began the siege of Jerusalem, ending in its destruction and the exile of its inhabitants to Babylon.
The fast gets the ironic distinction of being the “easiest” fast, since it falls near the winter solstace, making it the shortest one on the calendar.
This also means that heat and dehydration aren’t factors when trying to observe the fast.
Everyone have an easy fast.

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I’ve spent the afternoon doing some reading, but not as much as this morning.
I’m really sleepy by this point.
God, this is really bad for me.
I’ve added more links to the respective categories in the links section, so take a look if you’re lacking reading material.
I’m not saying the blogs are boring, but I find myself wishing they’d update more often so there would be more to read.
That’s really bad.
I googled UM to see if I could find any outside-of-work info.
That’s even worse.
This is past the point of insanity, and I’m not entirely sure it’s UM’s fault.
It probably isn’t.
That’s why my efforts regarding pressing discrimination charges have nothing to do with him as a person.
What’s sad about all of this is that he at least portrays himself as believing he’ll actually get something accomplished with the client.
He may actually believe it.
Granted, if he does get something accomplished, I’ll be the first to acknowledge it.
But my guess is that he’s got a ton on his plate, and that this situation isn’t the highest on the list.
I don’t cause any trouble when left to my own devices, so I imagine he probably thinks, (if he has the time to stop to consider it), pretty much along the lines of “Out of sight, out of mind.”
That’s not saying I agree with that view.
And he still hasn’t managed to become acquainted with my twisted sense of humor, but if the Jaws challenge actually happens, he will.

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I went back to UM’s office, and put forth my idea about having the client attempt to get Jaws and the db_interface to cooperate.
He didn’t shoot it down, although he could have been blowing smoke.
We’ll see what happens.
I hope to blog the results.
In the meantime, I’m still going ahead with the research of information for filing charges of discrimination.

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I woke up around 03:30 with a migrane, and it hasn’t gone away.
I don’t have to be to work until 09:00 now, and I’ll work until 18:00 this evening.
I wish I could just stay home and sleep this thing off.
I plan on going in to work this morning and letting the suits know that I’m not accommodating anymore.
I think Cary and I have accommodated enough.
I’m also going to be emailing Division of Services, and looking into filing charges with the Equal Opportunity Employment Commission.
I’ve had enough of this.

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