Toot by Sean RandallSean Randall (defcon.social)

If it's been going on for a while you might want to, if you are able, schedule some time with a licensed therapist, or whoever you look to for counsel assuming you have someone like that. In better news, I'm looking forward to how you solve your Goodreads dependency. Does your site support indieweb building blocks? Because if so I can share my book-related stuff with you if it'll help.